Kinda hate my family

I know the title seems a bit childish, or maybe even foolish. But I'm really beginning to hate my family now.

My dad always wonders around to different places, and my mom has no idea where he goes. I'm having the feeling that the trust my family has for my father is becoming segregated. My mom can't stand up to ask my father, and when I do, he just brushes me off. He always just goes to "work". What the fuck does that mean?

School is getting hard and it's demanding me to print alot of paper. My dad brings home the printer from his workplace, but he doesn't even bring the fucking wire to connect it to my monitor. So I call him, and he won't return any of my calls. Now I'm pissed off, cuz I can't print my homework, and he won't care enough just to answer me. And what's funny that my parent's always want me to "succeed". They ask me to get straight-A's this year, but won't care enough just to help me print my piece of paper so I can make the grade.

Seriously, do they want me to succeed? They won't even shut up and get along long enough to help me out, yet they demand so much. My mom keeps on complaining to me, and making me worry, and she won't do anything to help. At all. She's just making me worry. I DON'T WANT TO WORRY.

Should I just give up on this shitty ass life and my shitty ass family? Should I just stop trying, cuz seriously, I'm not going to survive mentally like this. I hate family problems, especially if it messes with my own life.

Thanks for the help.

Sorry, but I can't say anything else than DON'T GIVE UP!! Sometimes I hate my bad english skills...

Well, if I can bring you some comedic relief then here it is. I am glad I ain't alone!!!

My parents never take me seriously, they ask me something and I will answer, but to them I am always wrong. But, when I am right they bitch and moan why I didn't tell them such.

I used to be a bit suicidal, but that's why I joined these forums. So I can express myself with other people that I can't distrust.

I'm here for you guys

Wow that really sucks. My father speaks Spanish only. My spanish sucks. So I don't talk to him that much. It's kind of weird.... Im in spanish II though learning more and more of it. yeh...

Thanks guys, for the positive feedback. Really helps. My family seems to be back in track.

Turns out my dad was out job-hunting with friends. At least, that's what it seems like.